I have always been putting myself down so much so that every little things I have doubt with it. Even writing a blog post, I will say .. you can’t write a good post. no one will read your post so why you wasting your effort to write it for.(in fact, whether is it good or not, I really do not know. Yet I put this judgement on myself to project that out to others) (What I did before is cutting myself down and stop learning)
I have decided that whenever I feel like writing it, I will put it all effort to write it without judgement. And so, I will be able excel further. So, Jean, Ganbatee. You did a good job. And you deserve more. mauck.